This Is My Story

One of my favorite fighters, “Nick Diaz”


Yeah, I’m a clown, i make people laugh in “FRONT” of them. if you “KNOW” what i mean actually.

Yeah, I’m a clown, i make people laugh in “FRONT” of them. if you “KNOW” what i mean actually.

That picture you gave me, will it be true ? 

That picture you gave me, will it be true ? 

i will struggle for my life, i will struggle for my Family, i will struggle for “YOU”. and i don’t care how many obstacle in front of me

myself

i’m just a little boy who lived in the body of a broken man

myself

if i was given two options between life and death, i will choose death if i can’t live with you again.

myself

FOO FIGHTERS - BEST OF YOU

I’ve got another confession to make

I’m your fool

Everyone’s got their chains to break

Holdin’ you

Were you born to resist or be abused?

Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?

Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?

Are you gone and onto someone new?

I needed somewhere to hang my head

Without your noose

You gave me something that I didn’t have

But had no use

I was too weak to give in

Too strong to lose

My heart is under arrest again

But I break loose

My head is giving me life or death

But I can’t choose

I swear I’ll never give in

I refuse

Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?

Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?

Has someone taken your faith?

Its real, the pain you feel

You trust, you must

Confess

Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?

Oh…

Oh…Oh…Oh…Oh…

Has someone taken your faith?

Its real, the pain you feel

The life, the love you’d die to heal

The hope that starts the broken hearts

You trust, you must

Confess

Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?

Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?

I’ve got another confession my friend

I’m no fool

I’m getting tired of starting again

Somewhere new

Were you born to resist or be abused?

I swear I’ll never give in

I refuse

Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?

Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?

Has someone taken your faith?

Its real, the pain you feel

You trust, you must

Confess

Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?

Oh…

Puddle Of Mudd - Blurry

Everything’s so blurry

and everyone’s so fake

and everybody’s empty

and everything is so messed up

pre-occupied without you

I cannot live at all

My whole world surrounds you

I stumble then I crawl

You could be my someone

you could be my scene

you know that i’ll protect you

from all of the obscene

I wonder what you’re doing

imagine where you are

there’s oceans in between us

but that’s not very far

Can you take it all away

can you take it all away

well ya shoved it in my face

this pain you gave to me

Can you take it all away

can you take it all away

well ya shoved it in my face

Everyone is changing

there’s noone left that’s real

to make up your own ending

and let me know just how you feel

cause I am lost without you

I cannot live at all

my whole world surrounds you

I stumble then I crawl

You could be my someone

you could be my scene

you know that i will save you

from all of the unclean

I wonder what you’re doing

I wonder where you are

There’s oceans in between us

but that’s not very far

[Chorus]

Nobody told me what you thought

nobody told me what to say

everyone showed you where to turn

told you when to runaway

nobody told you where to hide

nobody told you what to say

everyone showed you where to turn

showed you when to runaway

[Chorus]

This pain you gave to me

You take it all

You take it all away…

This pain you gave to me

You take it all away

This pain you gave to me

Take it all away

This pain you gave to me

The Devils Wears Prada - Born To Lose

This is one of many band that i listened to..

the lyrics is helping me to struggle..

blessed be those who have no idols. invoke holy honor, sanctify the patient. i don’t see the world the same. i’m no one’s hero, so just forget my name. i abhor you, with every foolish thing that you say. none of it is worth the time: another meaningless war. you don’t know what you need. we’re all so back and forth, nothing is as it seems. you don’t know what you need. we make the same mistakes, we’ve ruined everything. what is it this time? what must you call holy? this is your lifeline, nothing is at it seems. if i were you i’d give it up. if i were you i’d care. i’m born to lose with a noose around my neck. world be damned and move forward. i abhor you, with every selfish thing that you say. none of it is the worth the time. you don’t know what you need. we’re all so back and forth, nothing is as it seems. you don’t know what you need. we make the same mistakes, we’ve ruined everything. born to lose with a noose around my neck.

Losing someone is hard but losing the one you love is even harder.

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